to get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.

( i stole those feathers in ceramics, i thought it added a playful touch to my outfit :P)


(oh & this is my mosaic tile i made a few months ago)

since my day was uneventful and i have nothing worthy to blog about...
here's a video for your entertainment:

I can't hide from my own eyes.

"I just wanna fade right out of myself... like when shadows disappear in twilight, and it's getting so much harder to accept the fact that I am stuck here."
-Daphne loves Derby

all good things come to an end.

sorry for the lack of updating! i still feel like i should be on spring break and i've been feeling lazy lately. i've also gone into an "i dont care" mood & i'm not motivated to do anything...and the reason is because i found out my mom has decided that i'm not going to texas this summer to see my bestfriend (whom i haven't seen in a year & 4 months)

D:

i will find a way to have a great summer with my bestie, i deserve it, and no one will stop me...

well anyway here's a few pictures from the rest of my spring break. oh & we ended up going to epcot and magic kingdom. + we also went to Andretti's & the beach on saturday. after playing laser tag (which i'm a BEAST at lol) and go-karting, we spent the rest of the day at the beach and had an egg scavenger hunt and an egg relay race.
(btw,the pictures aren't in order & click any picture to enlarge)

(cathleen & i)

(my sisters & i)

(michael & i)

my future's so bright, i gotta wear shades.

^michael & i

^at cocoa beach

so far my spring break has consisted of the beach,sand castles,yummy foods, reminiscing, takin pictures, smokin herb, laughter, punching/slapping,fighting,bruises,karaoke,and watching movies.

more things to do while on spring break:
1) SHOPPING
2) Epcot or Magic Kingdom (were going to either of the parks tomorrow, woot-woot!)
3) Andretti's
4) Strawberry Daiquiri's ;D
5) exercise
6) paint michael's toenails with my scented nail polish & draw obscenities on his face while he's sleeping bwhahaa
7) smoke more cannabis (i'm such a pothead :P)

well hope everyone is having a great week so far!! ♥

+ here is a video for your amusement:

trynna find a hand to hold.

(isn't that thee cutest ring ever?! sorry it's sorta blurry though)

& in case you were wondering...

that is an authentic louis vuitton handbag, mhmm!!

well my parent's can't afford this, but i haven't mentioned that my relatives in california & hawaii are pretty wealthy...so they randomly send me things and old clothes that don't fit their kids anymore since they're mostly in their 20's now.

yay for rich relatives!

:D <3

so basically i'm wearing hand-me-downs in this whole post...

except the ring, i "borrowed" it from my little sister.

oh & doesn't it suck when you like a guy or think he's cute & then you find out something that just breaks your heart or just completely turns you off?

my head is spinning, but my heart is in the right place.

belt- wetseal
shorts- wetseal
plaid button-up- rave
shirt- souvenir store in germany

my ceramics buddies! ♥

if you didn't know i was a bookworm,now you know. i just love to read, anything and everything. it started when i was 12, my grandpa and i would go to Borders at least every weekend and i would pick at least 5 new books for him to buy...you could say he spoils me :P hahh
so since my grandparents recently moved in with us, we go through a few boxes every week to find my books (they have a lot of boxes, my grandma is a pack rat,heh) what makes this procedure more frustrating is that my grandma forgot to label the boxes before they shipped them over. i know i have 100+ books(accumluated over 3 years) we found about 40 books so far and i can't wait until we find all of them.

hope everyone is having a great week so far!
3 more days until spring break for me,wooot-wooot.

p.s. my mom's best friend and her family is coming down here for spring break, and i'm sooo excited since i haven't seen them in about 2 years.

anyone doing anything exciting for spring break?i'd love to know if you'd like to share.
:]

très chic

last night, my little sisters & i were watching the kid's choice awards (just to see the jonas brothers ofcourse hahaa) so when high school musical 3 won best movie and as the cast walked onto the stage to accept the award...my jaw literally dropped when i saw vanessa's outfit,not only is she gorgeous (and filipino!) i really adore her style, and i felt slightly jealous of her fringe top since i've been quite obsessed with fringe for awhile now...i think the reason is is because the black fringe dress from armani exchange stole my heart.

(♥ that fringe bag)


(fringe dress from armani exchange)

*pictures from:

http://www.bellasugar.com/2979643

http://justjaredjr.buzznet.com/

http://sweetfuzz.com/

http://www.splendicity.com/