7/30/09

Oneness Day Petition

I definitely want to make a difference,I want to contribute in something that is dedicated to making this world a better place; for the overall benefit for everyone. Read about the Oneness Day Petition, and decide if you want to sign it or not. I signed it & I feel twice as better about myself than I did before :)
to learn more about the Oneness Day Petition, go to: http://imaginepeace.com/news/archives/7501
i'm the 15,594 person who signed the Oneness Day Petition, help the Humanity's Team reach 50,000!

7/29/09

tomorrow never knows

If John Lennon was still alive...I wonder if he'd have a twitter account, cause if he did I'd definitely follow him.
:) hahaa

My favorite quotes by John Lennon-

"You are all geniuses, and you are all beautiful. You don't need anyone to tell you who you are. You are what you are. Get out there and get peace, think peace, live peace, and breathe peace, and you'll get it as soon as you like."

"If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the Sixties, that's his problem. Love and peace are eternal."

sweet escape

this is going to sound so morbid, but I wonder how someone who is suddenly burdened with limited days,deal with that fact. I don't know how a human being might begin to accept that, because I don't know if I'll ever have such courage to accept that my physical home is a grave; 6 feet into the ground. I just hope that my soul-spirit will go beyond earth, to a place where good things never come to an end.

Hawaii 09

here are pictures from my 2 month stay on the island of oahu. this isn't all of them though, i have almost 300+ pictures which i didn't want to post all on here. if you're actually interested at looking at all the pictures from my trip, you can add me on myspace. basically, while i was there i mostly spent time catching up with old friends,making new friends, and spending time with my cousins.
btw, pictures aren't in order..


^Pictures of the beach were taken at Ko Olina Beach.






























^my cousin elizabeth,we call her isa though, this was taken at her 6th grade graduation.

^my friend josh, i met him 3 years ago in germany & bumped into him at ala moana (huge mall)

^my cousins marielle & marvie.
my cousins (from left to right)

karen,isa,me,& marvie.












^my cousin marvie & i,we've been close since we were literally in diapers ;P











^my old elementary school, kaleiopuu elementary school.
















tangible memories

what is your immediate thought when you look through pictures of your past?I start to recall the events that led up to that exact moment when that picture was taken,and sometimes If I really want to remember a certain memory in elaborate detail, all I have to do is close my eyes. as the scene plays through my head, I especially love it when I can almost tangibly feel,hear & smell everything around me. for me, it's like looking into a crystal ball, i can see everything clearly & i feel so close to re-living that moment-yet the only thing stopping me is the clear glass sphere. in reality though, it's time, because time will always move on no matter how much you want to stay in one place, we all know that...but that's what helped me realize that memories are something that should always be cherished, not obsessed about. I realized mentally staying in the past won't change the fact I'm in the future. my fondest memories is what gives me the strength to live my life, through the hardest times; especially whenever I start to miss my closest relatives and friends since they're in different states and countries...It's comforting to know I still have a part of them with me,all though not physically,but in my tangible memories.

7/28/09

t is for

twitter.
i've been contemplating of creating an account since november of last year...and i finally gave in,ha.

follow me- twitter.com/nicolethensaid

6/10/09

love story.

I’ll never forget the look in her eyes and in his eyes, totally in love. it as if an invincible shield was protecting them from anyone who had the audacity to ruin this seemingly perfect couple. his eyes would tend to wander, but never for very long because he would suddenly shift his focus into the actuality of the situation instead of his putrid fantasy; it's as if a switch in his subconscious mind reminded him of the person he had his arm around. She looked confident and bold; she used the fierce glare in her eyes to let other bitches know they need to fuck off. At that moment, i wished i could be her, because she had something I didn’t have. this gorgeous girl had steeze and her hott boyfriend was the complement, the icing on the cake. as i get distracted and shift my focus on something else...i later see the girl again, the fierce glare and boldness in her eyes had disappeared. She had a tinge of pain that appeared in her eyes, and this time, her boyfriend wasn't by her side. She was looking across the other side of the room, her boyfriend was flirting with another girl and before he would do anything, he made sure his girlfriend was watching and once he was sure his girlfriend was looking, he grabbed the other girls’ ass. he pretended he didn't know his girlfriend was watching, he believed his intentions were a harmless joke, he ran back to his girlfriend, laughing, yet she was obviously upset. Then at that moment, I realized despite the many differences between us, I had forgotten that she was human and so was i. i knew exactly how it felt to be secretly enraged while you watched someone you adore do something bad. It as if every bad thing he did was like small stabs to your heart, but when you see him doing something good, you smile, and instantly that infatuation grows stronger and those small stabs to your fragile heart are suddenly healed. From that moment, I promised myself I would never let myself feel inferior towards my own assumptions-a lesson, definitely learned.

P.S. i've been in hawaii (oahu) since the 4th of june and i'll be back in FL July 24, oh and i'll try to update more often! :P