sweet escape

this is going to sound so morbid, but I wonder how someone who is suddenly burdened with limited days,deal with that fact. I don't know how a human being might begin to accept that, because I don't know if I'll ever have such courage to accept that my physical home is a grave; 6 feet into the ground. I just hope that my soul-spirit will go beyond earth, to a place where good things never come to an end.